The awry human.

I pray to Allah to calm my heart... and to forget if he is not for me. I hope he can  make sure his decision, again in choosing. I'm scare to get hurt again, so i choose to leave slowly, silently.

Human, always feel awry. He deserve a better life, smooth and happier but human like me so reluctant to let go. I really hope he can live happily. Oh Lord, can you bless him and family always?take good care of them please Allaah.

December 2011. I was hurt during the days in holiday with my family, by their words and action. It's kinda stress. I don't wanna  add more burden in my life. Getting tired. Sometimes, just wish to get a person who i can share my feelings and secrets. but seems not everyone can understand you even the most closest friend. No one except Allah =') I even make a prayer, in hoping that I am able to fight more harder.

2011. Graduate. My plan is just about to start. Perjuangan jihad. Waitng for my posting and InshaAllah I will go through all these.

4 more days and it will be 2012. Azam baru?
Seriously i hope i can wear tudung to my Convocation in front of my family. Ameen ameen Ya Rabbi!





12.12.2012, will come true?